I journal about my journey towards god
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glory box
more important than what may happen more important that what i can get, experience, obtain, enjoy, perceive… etc it is what i am and how i sustain myself in the process… how i position myself in the whole process a woman i just want to be a woman i just want to dance like a…
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POLARITIES
in astrology we see the 7th house as the house of the Other and death but actually we know that the sun doesnt die after the sunset, the sun doesnt disappear when it passes the threshold of the horizon… it simply changes its plane of existence, from visible to invisible when we encounter another and…
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INTIMACY
if i go inside and ask myself, what is my true wish, my only desire in this life time, what do i really really crave for? the answer is intimacy deep emotional connection, that happens when i see and embrace another for what it is and when i am seen and embraced for who i…
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LESS SELFCENTERNESS
we spend most of our lives thinking and acting to fulfill our basic needs and desires, this is our automatic pilot mode, even if we try to strive for goals bigger than our own self interest we tend to fall back into the human default mentality of “what is in it for me”. Even when…
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COMO SER UNA MONTAÑA
day 138 into the way of my body what happens outside shows the inside my body wants stillness because my soul wants stillness once i had a friend that was like a rock or a mountain, big, stable, unshakable. i loved him so much that i used to say he was God. he was an…
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RUDRA GITAM
33 śrī-rudra uvācajitaṁ ta ātma-vid-varya-svastaye svastir astu mebhavatārādhasā rāddhaṁsarvasmā ātmane namaḥ 34 namaḥ paṅkaja-nābhāyabhūta-sūkṣmendriyātmanevāsudevāya śāntāyakūṭa-sthāya sva-rociṣe 35 saṅkarṣaṇāya sūkṣmāyadurantāyāntakāya canamo viśva-prabodhāyapradyumnāyāntar-ātmane 36 namo namo ’niruddhāyahṛṣīkeśendriyātmanenamaḥ paramahaṁsāyapūrṇāya nibhṛtātmane 37 svargāpavarga-dvārāyanityaṁ śuci-ṣade namaḥnamo hiraṇya-vīryāyacātur-hotrāya tantave 38 nama ūrja iṣe trayyāḥpataye yajña-retasetṛpti-dāya ca jīvānāṁnamaḥ sarva-rasātmane 39 sarva-sattvātma-dehāyaviśeṣāya sthavīyasenamas trailokya-pālāyasaha ojo-balāya ca 40 artha-liṅgāya nabhasenamo ’ntar-bahir-ātmanenamaḥ puṇyāya lokāyaamuṣmai bhūri-varcase 41 pravṛttāya…
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ROAD PLAN
In my chart there is this kalpadruma thing that means wishing tree, i can reach whatever i set my mind too. So the teacher said that i have to set my mind in big goals, big ambitions, glorious things. So all these months i was thinking about what are my goals for the rest of…
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SHIVA’S SONG
Beautiful Rudra said: Your auspiciousness conquers all bringing supreme auspiciousness to those who know themselves You are the Beloved Lover The self of all, Namah Vasudevaya Namah the lotus from your navel is the true self of every object in every sense for you are consciousness yet ever peaceful, self contained and self delighted though…